Sunday, November 30, 2008
chapter 1/section 5
i cant take much more of this.he is gone and no one seems to care.not even Jasper seems to notice how depressed and the feelings of heartbreak written on my face.the comfort i can only seem to find is in my sister,Sephre.but even her perfect voice cant fit the gaping hole left after losing my love,Fallen.my insanity is uncontrollable.i cant seem to wait for the moment they find out i loved him to.that's all i want.....to be with him.
but with that thought comes the pain i am all to willing to endure for him.but what of the others.how will my sister take my fall from grace?how will jasper handle himself alone?and the new angels?how do they learn what they need to from only one teacher?i have no feeling towards the others but these few hold my heart as much as Fallen holds my wings in his hands.i don't know what to do anymore.
so now i wait,hoping the others don't think this is their fault.i just hope the powers figure out the truth sooner then everyone else.............
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
chapter 1/section 4 (1 more section before chapter 2)
Why? After all this time, it hits me now. Fallen is gone, the powers and the archangels don’t care. and worst of all, Icarus is depressed at a human suicide rate. She is so catatonic, its pitiful, but I cant worry myself with this. I have souls to worry about, people who have passed on but don’t know where to go. I have demons I have to keep my eyes on. there are so many things I have on my mind ,I cant worry myself with things as simple as emotions. but still I cant seem to get the feeling of losing someone so close to me it feels as though I’ve lost my right arm. but again I cant let that get in my way.
I’ve got new angel protectors I need to train. These new angels are so……..exasperating. they don’t understand, in a battle you need every speck of your original training and experience as you can remember. they don’t understand that you should be able to trust the angel at your right and at your left with your unnatural life. The only three that seem to get that are Justine, Raylo, and Jericho. They understand the feeling of family ,it looks like. They remind me of us ; me, Icarus, and Fallen. I just wish I could fix what ever Fallen did wrong………………….
I need to do something about what happened , and I think I’m going to need these new angels help along the way. Screw authority at the moment, we need to fix what’s happened before Icarus goes completely Fallen on us.
When it happens, it will happen fast. Stay on your toes and wait to hear from Icarus the next time around.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
chapter 1/section 3
my god did that burn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I have wings,and I feel so much better.This tribe is peculiar.Normally,fallen angels disband and never group more then eight.There has to be at least thirty or more people in this place.They operate out of an old abandoned hospital.They still do the work they did while they were in Heaven.The healers help homeless who live in the hospital with them.The guards protect the children and elderly and watch over everyone.And finally,the warriors(yeah ,me too now)go around the world on missions to stop the super-natural and man made experiments from destroying life as you know it.Again ,I only have four years(according to predictions from before).I'm going to need as much of your help as possible.Please,we may be angels but there are other things that will hurt you out there.
When it happens, it will happen fast.Stay on your toes and wait for the next post.
this time,Jasper gets a say so.
And Jasper's pissed..................................
Sunday, November 23, 2008
chapter 1/section 2
Brass,on the off chance hes around an area long enough to get a pic
Fallen:
For those keeping tabs on why whereabouts, I’m in the U.S. I been traveling by foot for going on a day now. I feel so lost on earth. This feeling of unknown treason that I have committed has left me undefined. I have no idea what I should do from here on out. Should I look for others like me, or just wander the earth for the time left that it has before judgment day. Oh yeah before this train of thought departs, there’s only about ………………4 years left by the predictions God has made .I need help. What should I do?
I’m sorry I need to be so blunt at the moment, but I must leave.
I have come across a group of fallen angels who say they can give me back my wings and some weapons. The battle is coming…………..
When it happens again,it will happen fast.Stay on your toes and await my next blog.
Fallen
Saturday, November 22, 2008
chapter 1/section 1: Falling Through My Thoughts,I Feel Like An Angel In Love..............
My Trinity..........
Icarus
Jasper
Fallen before falling
Fallen:
Falling. The first and last memory any angel should have. But for some off chance, I remember everything. The Powers removing my wings with the eternal flame. Then the removing of my armor. And finally, them dropping me from heaven. I remember the flashing colors and lights, the ripping feeling of the wind against my scars, and finally the black. I wake up in an ally with something over me, human none the less but something worse. Animal-like in a way but still, somehow, human. Its yellowing teeth bared in ways that showed its absence of leadership, its want to be in control of everything around it. Like how I was. It reared its head to the sky and released a low growl. Almost pitiful in a way. He stomps away and leaps into the black shadow of night. I feel sorry, I understand his feeling. Alone, frightened, and the inability to know what to do next. I reach underneath this tattered garment they gave me before falling. human clothes, to simple and below average standards by angel‘s eyes, even for a fallen angel. I rub my aching shoulders, so use to the weight of my wings.a teenage boy walk into me and yells over his shoulder,
“Watch it ,fucker” .
Before ,I didn’t know why we even tried to protect these beings ,these……soul capsules. It took me centuries to find out why and with that a new friend was made. Well old friend ,and would have been lover.
Icarus understood honor. She lived by the sword and understood what life meant. I’m guessing that’s why she was chosen as an angel. She saw the delicacy of life and its meaning in a battle and prayed to be forgiven .It was at that moment that I saved her, under God’s orders. I walk around this park. I see so much yet so little. Earth is so dim compared to Heaven. People, spirits, demons and……angels. I’m denied my weapons but I can still fight them off if I wanted to. To bad I’m done with fighting. I walked into this library and give a name as close to me as Icarus’, Jasper Hall. My “older brother”.
For the human reading my sole will ,I want you to understand one thing, we are around you. We are your lovers, family members, teachers, homeless and people you didn’t know .But not all of us are good. We can turn on human in an act of defiance. Everything they told you doesn’t exist, exists. Werewolves, fairies, ghosts, they all exist........................
to be continued
When it happens, it will happen fast. Stay on your toes and wait. More truth and other p.o.v’s will be revealed
Fallen
Friday, November 21, 2008
When All Else Fails,Love Is The Best Fall Back Plan............
Ferro (human)
Ferro (werewolf)
For those checking out my blog,I need some feed back.What should your characters name be and what should they be?For those who havent caught on to which character they are or want to know if you can be a character. contact me either using a blogger(or creating one),or send me an email at:
fallenandlost1@gmail.com
the story will start saturday night, 12:00 midnight.
when it happens it will happen fast,stay on your toes,and wait for the next post.
Fallen
Thursday, November 20, 2008
For Those Who Never Thought Time Could Be Bottled,I Just Screwed The Cap.............
This is Icarus.
For those new to the blog,I'm just starting on characters,The story will begin soon......................
Andrew,the cupid of earth.Being as small as he is,he has the biggest heart in the world.He took to Fallen as a older brother and is always trying to get him to let him go on missions.He soon learns his own strength and hopes one day to be as strong as Fallen.................
Ferro,the vicious werewolf.He follows instinct more then thought.Just as Fallen was kicked out of heaven,Ferro was removed from his pack for challenging his leaders power.Ferro is a sweet guy to everybody(in a human form) but isnt exactly emotionally stable................
Listy,the beautiful siren.Her beautiful stature and powerful face portray her completly.Fallen has hidden emotions for her(but nowhere near as powerful as his feelings for Icarus).He is lost in his desicion and ,she is pushing so hard its becoming harder to hide what he feels.what happens between them is completely unknown.........
Armada,the forgotten soul.She lost herself in the eternal realm.She still retains her memories and emotions and so she pursues Fallen with a passion.They originaly were together before he was chosen to help protect heaven after his death in battle.She later killed herself at the mention of his death,and still loves him............
When it happens it will happen fast,be on your toes,and wait for the next post.
Fallen
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Standing On A Cloud,Watching God's Precious Creatures Torture Each Other With This Game Called Love...............
This is Fallen.
After his fall from Heaven
For those who dont know,this is a blog about..........life.No truely personal items will be realeased(names,settings,and other personal info.)but in its place,a ficticious story with characters so real you'll question the people around you as if they were the characters themselves.To many, this story is an everyday life just translated into mythical terms.For some, it will be an adventure to heaven,hell,and all places inbetween.The truth will be twisted,facts will become lies and the story will unfold before your very eyes.
Charcters will be new everyday because,hey,you meet new people everyday.They will be angels,demons,spirits,and things you only hear about in stories.But for now the first and only characters is Fallen.He has been forcefully removed from heaven and sees every moment as his chance to prove why he should have never been kicked out.He was a warrior angel.He fought demons and spirits lost in time.Then, God banished him for reasons unknown.To him,all he did was fall in love.............
You have Icarus.Icarus has stood by Fallen's side for millenia and more to come.She has had hidden feelings for him,and he for her.She was his friend,lover,and warrior in arms.When he was cast from heaven,she was lost and later forgotten.............
Jasper,Fallen's right hand man.No matter what happened between them,he always listened to Fallen and was always there to help.They were like family.Jasper fought back as the archangels pulled Fallen away and threw him out of grace.Jasper wants revenge and he wants it bad.............
Brass,Fallen's "father".The biggest and strongest of all the fallen angels.Although he is always away on a new mission,he spiritually follows Fallen to make sure hes ok.Fallen always feels so distant to him but knows if he ever needed him,he would be there to help.And right now,he needs him...................
Osaih,the demon herder.Osaih believes that the fallen angels dont deserve to live.He pushes the "Dark One" to get control of them,and kill them.He knows this will never happen ,but still he eggs on a battle between the demons and the fallen.Now he waits.....................
And this is all for now,but soon enough the story will begin.when it happens it wil happen fast,be on your toes and wait for the next post.
Fallen