for your reading pleasure i re-introduce our character..............

Fallen:

I've figured a way but I'm honestly afraid.i can't decide how much i truly need to become human to do this but if its possible i will do it.there is a way for a angel to become human again and then if i die i can go back to heaven and be reunited with Icarus........

if i do this there is no way for me to return to being an angel witch means no rules to abide bye,but also i cant talk to angels cause they are on a separate area of heaven and i wouldn't be aloud to travel over there.so Icarus would have to give up her wings,become human,die,and return to heaven to be with me and i don't know if i can ask that of her.it's so much to ask an angel,and such a beautiful angel at that.how could you ask that of someone you love completely and eternally?

could you ask that of the person you love?could you ask them to give up there life and everything for you to be happy?could you honestly wish death on someone you hold close to your heart for you to be happy?if so ,you dont truely love the person you think your talking about.and if you cant,what if they were willing to but your not willing to ask that of them?

how would you live with your self if you had to make this choice?
how do you condem someone to death for love?
how do you ask so much of someone so spirtually close tio you that you have to watch them die for your plan to work?

i need help..................